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Wayward

by Sarahtonin

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    * Sarahtonin's debut CD. Eclectic, artistic rock; guitars, drums, harmonies, flute, violin, bari sax, oboe, bass clarinet.
    * Illustrated full color 16 page lyric booklet.
    * YouTube videos about the music:

    Wayward in 7 1/2 Minutes
    youtu.be/FLNc2GVmEXQ

    Wayward Reviews and Sounds
    youtu.be/AhPW6kG39qw

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1.
Mile After Mile If I could tell you my dream Would you be more than a friend? A pillow swallows my scream And mile after mile I pretend That I'm not aching to share my world A secret longing to be your gypsy girl Another reason, another game Another feeling without a name Would you love me If I should ever be? Where is the ocean today? The air is grey as a stone You're but a forearm away And mile after mile I'm alone In California, I'll clear the air With love in my eyes and flowers in my hair Another reason, another game Another feeling without a name Would you love me If I should ever be?
2.
Go Home 03:24
Go Home I dream I am flying I see you crying And crash into pieces in my bed I stand in the shower About an hour Perfecting the things I should have said Go home Cut your blessings, count your losses, Let me guess, you'll bear your cross alone? The Queen of Denial Prepares a smile So maybe the mirror will be kind The King of Desire Is breathing fire Defiling the princes in his mind Go Home Close the book, get off the train, Dislodge the hook that makes your pain a poem A little bit smarter I'm not a martyr I don't want to lose my self again Composing the breathing To cool the seething I'm closing my eyes to count to ten Go Home Take a taxi, take a sleigh Or take a ocean holiday to Rome Fighting to remember Why I never could forget you before I walk with the waves and I close my eyes And I try and I cry but I don't hear you anymore I dream I am flying I see you crying I drop you a tear and sail away I fly like a sparrow A human arrow Adrift in the dawning light of day Go Home
3.
Blow It Up Now No more candy bars No more airplanes, no more cars No more ice cream, no TV It's the end for you and me No more Mary Lou No Marie, Bob, Dave, or Sue Mom and dad and baby Blue Blown away with me and you Blow it up now No more holidays No more ballgames, no more plays No more sailing 'cross the sea It's the end of history No more hands to hold No more shelter from the cold No more voice, no tears to cry Lonely sadness in the sky Blow it up now I can't stand the suspense Blow it up now We'll call it self-defense
4.
Wyoming 04:23
Wyoming Hey, glad you happened my way It's been a while, hope I don’t misconstrue it I, like a cloud in the sky, kinda drift And I guess that you knew it Don't be alarmed if you note That I'm not what I was monday morning Time goes too slow, I don't mind But you know I could change without warning Got a girl in my eye And it's making me cry Like a moth she would fly To the flame . . . Farm in Wyoming, a charmed Little girl wants to dance and be pretty Mom says it's evil it's wrong Be a nun and forget New York City Sent to the waywards' convent When the wine and her father betrayed her Soon by the light of the moon She bore twins, little Possum and Tater Came the light of the dawn And the babies were gone To a home with a lawn And a name Train to an ocean of rain Far away from her old prairie jailers There, blue-grey wind in her hair, Got a job, fell in love with a sailor Why? Why New York in her sigh? Was she there once before as another? She, in the port by the sea Was a woman in spite of her mother I could show you a song But I waited too long So for now let's go on With the game
5.
Endless 02:49
Endless Tiny white blossom on a stone mossy wall Warm wind in the trees dims your cold phantom call Aurora dancing pale ethereal flame A slow single tear as they whisper my name The searching, the scheming The wond'ring, the dreaming Of an endless day As time writes an ending to my play Jade mountain forest sun perfume reverie Azure water sings all the way to the sea Why do they say goodbye to me?
6.
Invisible Superman Beam of light through A deep black hole A talking nothing A see-through soul Been around since before time And he'll be around when there's no time He pretends he doesn't know Look up in his eyes It's a bird, it's a brain No, it's the invisible superman Planet roller Dwarfed by trees God of thunder Down on his knees Been out into deep space At the far edge of the starlight And he says he's made of meat Look up in his eyes, it's a bird, it's a brain No, it's the invisible superman
7.
God Is Asleep Stunned by the cold Of the killing reign An asylum ruled By the crazed and deranged Will we hide, will we cry As they drain the world dry Under banners waving "God Loves You"? Fine supreme being, what can he do In his sleep? It's all a bad dream How does he sleep Through the waves of pain In the sea of life We destroy in his name? Flaming greed, crawling fears Poison lies, flooding tears Will the peace that he finds in the dawn Come of waking to find we are all gone? God is asleep And we are his nightmare It's alright, angel Just a bad dream Shh Go back to sleep
8.
Some People Pray Some people pray to a god of fear A god, they cry, we must all revere Some let the stars tell them who is who Or ask the cards what they ought to do But I don't believe anybody really knows what's true You say I'm doomed 'less I chant your chants Adore your dogma and dance your dance You zealous fools who pretend to know Your fiery Hell is where you can go Cuz I don't believe superstition ever saved a soul Accipite, et basiate haec omnes: haec est enim puga mea. Maybe the I there behind the eyes Will cease to be when the body dies What if the wonder of chemistry Is everything we will ever be? But I don't believe what you see is all there is to me
9.
Room 41 02:48
Room 41 There`s room for one here Maybe the queen, maybe the jack One of us is leaving One of us never coming back Weary daylight glows Vital darkness grows Hear the she-wolf's howl See the hunters prowl But I don`t need a weapon With nothing in my hand I can tame a hunter Or any man Someone is fading Is it the shoulder or the rib? One of us is staying One of us finally to live Now the day breaks through Blackness fades to blue See the man and wife See the happy life For there's no need to suffer A green and shallow girl Deep inside a woman You find the world Ghost in the window If this is me then who are you? Get out by sundown This head ain't big enough for two I wish upon the stars Dream upon the sea Asking my guitar Who am I to be? And I don't need the glory Don't need a diamond mine I just need an answer And I'll be fine
10.
Underneath It All Oh no Here it comes again Why? Why? Why? I tried to stop it Didn't have a chance Who am I? Oh no Here I go again Sad old game Hate it and love it Quiet ecstacy Laced with pain Can you help me? I don't know Seems I decided A long time ago One thing I do know Underneath it all I need love Oh no Can I really be In this place A bewildering creature Turning every eye From her face?
11.
Don't ever wanna hear this song again. [no, really, that's what the choir is singing]
12.
Babies 03:18
Babies Don't be afraid The world was made For babies just like we are Because we don't stop needing ‘Til we're done bleeding Like ashes in a jar I don't want to close Like a wilted rose Or fade ‘til I don't know near from far I don't want to rot away I'll never be too old to play Don't need to die Before we fly To heaven, that's where we go Whenever we're so happy We can't stop laughing ‘Til tears begin to flow It seems we're designed Just to lose our minds Well, who needs a mind when you've got soul? Sometimes a nightmare This world of dreams Whirls in illusion Real as it seems But there's a question I have to say Where do we wake up As the world's fading away? I don't want to die too long I'd rather end like a song
13.
Well, That's It I don't know what got into you I don't understand it I wonder where you're going with all your love Well, that's it for you and me I don't know what I'm gonna do Trying to comprehend it And feeling kind of battered by all the love Well, that's it for all our dreams And that's all very fine, very fine It all works out in time, out in time I fell down when I woke up And I found out you were only using me Temporarily I can't wait 'til you come back when you Find out you had everything you need Right here with me Forever went by really fast Always turned to never I wonder if we'll ever erase the stain Well, that's it for me and you Your fragile faith in fantasy Dwindled by the hour Until you lost the power to love in vain Well, no shit I lost it, too
14.
Twilight 04:13
Twilight Twilight Take me along When you go Starlight Sing me a song Way down low Sing slow, soft, and clear Do you hear A lullaby? Lay the blankets over you Close your eyes and see the stars Listen to the clouds

about

Crazy music for the hopelessly sane. Lots of guitars, bass, drums, yelling,and assorted other instruments.

All songs imagined, created, fed, clothed, and sheltered by Sarah Jane Burke, except "Blow It Up Now," co-imagined by Lawrence Jacobsen (RIP)

© 2006; 2013; 2020 S J Burke

What's it sound like?
Watch "Wayward in 7.5 Minutes" on YouTube
youtu.be/FLNc2GVmEXQ

What do people think of it?
Watch "Wayward Reviews and Sounds" on YouTube
youtu.be/AhPW6kG39qw

Then tell all your friends to buy it so we can make more records that are even better.

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released August 1, 2013

Produced by Dana Zircher and Sarah Jane Burke
Sarah Jane Burke - guitars, bass, piano, vocals
Ryan McPhaill - drums, percussion
Sarah Tiedemann - flutes of various sizes, backing vocals
Richard Harris - guitar solos, mandolin, harmonica
Marty Jennings (RIP) - amazing violin
Tom Cheek - baritone sax, bass clarinet
Jeffrey Kauffman - piano on "Invisible Superman"
Erin Pasco - oboe
Autumn Rouse - special vocal on "Mile After Mile"

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Sarahtonin Portland, Oregon

Sarah Jane Burke began playing piano at age five. She had a handful of piano lessons, but is mostly self-taught. She took up guitar at about age 11, mostly inspired by The Beatles, and other "British Invasion" acts. She began writing songs at around age 12, playing in bands at 13, and by 17, she'd taught herself to compose full scores. She's been composing, recording, and performing ever since. ... more

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